Brought my laptop to work today and I was meddling with my documents when~ I accidentally deleted ALL my documents; pictures, past assignments and all my other, little extras~

I just felt this overwhelming sense of loss~ Like, what am I supposed to do now? Those pictures?! Just gone without a trace~ I guess that's technology for you...

Somehow I just felt that what if I've lost all my memories for real, tomorrow when I wake up? I wouldn't have anything for me to help me... Jog my memory~~ I wouldnt have any recollection of who my loved ones and friends are~~

That's a depressing thought:/

I'll be working at the F1 event in Singapore, at the Mercedes booth with some of the girls and I just got back from the breifing. Our eyes are drawn to resemble that of Catwoman's and we would have to wear heels like almost the entire day and whatnots.

Seriously, it's insane~ I dont know what am I supposed to think about such an arrangement but; Owell, it will be over soon enough~ In 3days and I'll be a couple of hundreds dollars richer~ Hahah c'est la vie~ For us mere mortals who have to slog our way to earn our keeps!

Was talking to a couple of people just now (You know who you are!)Thanks for being there with me 2 dearies~ Even if one of you didnt really reply to my rantings):

I have something that I need to get off my chest and that is:

Friends;
Those who helps you to grow and those whom you will miss to bits for no apparent of a reason; They are really, really hard to come by~

Internship is coming soon and I assume that for our class; we will be the 1st cohort to go off~ I'm really excited to have such a wonderful chance to go overseas ( most probably) to see if hospitality suits me

But I'm really scared and rather apprehensive to see and know who are those people whom I will really miss and think of when I'm away...

During this short semester break~ I can already sense some sort of~ Drifts with some of the people whom I am truly concerned about~ And it's only 1 1/2 mths~ Wouldnt 6mths just be the death of things?




I really want to try and grab hold of EVERYONE who meant a smidge of something to me but I dont know how am I supposed to go about doing just that if you wouldnt let me...

I really miss you;

Went to church yesterday and one of the cute girls had on those colorful sparkly nails(: haha Aw; reminded of me when I was little and had those cute stuff too and getting away with it. hahaha



In order to "Save the Earth!" and cut down the money spent on styrofoam cups; we all had been given one plain white Ikea mug and we had to design our own unqiue mugs(: Which will be sent to baking in the kiln to glaze it;

Spent like 45mins on my design and FINALLY! I had my masterpiece:D:D hahaha



Caught Mamma Mia! With my brothers last week and it was awesome! I grew up listening to ABBA's music; kudos to my Dad and I just had a great time singing to my brother! LOL; The movie appeals to people who loves ABBA and if you hate them or any form of musicals; This isnt the right kind of movie for you as it is loaded with

Cheese & Cheese & MORE Cheese~ HAHA



Went to the Arcade right after the movie and we sw this cute family of 4 playing on the machines. They were a really young couple and their daughters are like maybe 4/5 years old? LOL! The dad was cheating and he slid into that gap and started aiming the colorfull balls at the screen; killing cute elephants and lions and bugs and bees! LOL

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Went to school for project in the morning and had an awesome discussion with Mrs. Lim; absorbed so much stuff from her and I have high hopes for our project(((:

It was awesome working with parts of the class and the team work we had just~ touched me((: JY everyone! Let's all go all out to do our best with our Roman Bath THEME;



HAHA; Let's just look foward to Weijian and Sam in their lovely Ancient Roman TOGAS:D:D

EXTRACTED MY TOOTH TODAY!
And somehow~ it just hurts the WORST out of the four teeth~

Drills were used and the SCARY DRILLING SOUND is just ringing right in my ears~ And my poor tooth~ Came out in bits and pieces~

So the pain is excruciating till the point where ;
I cant SWALLOW my friggin pills~ ( HUGE EFFORT!)
I cant shove my tablespoon into my mouth so I got to use the tiny baby spoon~

I cant eat much hard stuff~
SO! My diet for the whole of today consists of!



Plain Congee which I had to add those preserved stuff chopped into TINY pieces~



Baby Mashed Apple Which I LOVED When I Was A BABY ( According to my mom)&
HATED AT AGE 18;

WHAT's THE DEAL WITH MASHED APPLE?!
I know it's EXTREMELY HEALTHY and all but~ I cant believe I made myself finish the portion! *GAG*

Imagine eating Mashed PEAS. BLUEGH. AND I happen to know some babies who are fed with that gunk~

So right now; I'm sitting right here on the couch~ Wincing everytime dear hairyson make me laugh on Skype~ And I'm screaming for my painkillers which will ONLY WORK 8 FRIGGIN HOURS LATER!

IF YOU WERE TO ASK ME?! I'd SAY WHAT'S THE POINT OF THAT?! I WANT IMMEDIATE EFFECT NOW!

Gosh~ I'm turning delirous and I'd probably dribble drool down my chin any minute. It hurts that I cant even control my throat and the swallowing~~

grrr.

If I had known that parting was this difficult,
I never wanna be apart from you again..
Never, never in this life...


Got this from Mel's blog~ And it is just~ So heart achingly sweet~
Really meant it that way cos I could really feel my breathe getting shallower and all~

Aw;



I Love You

Went out with some of the girls after SPM project briefing which sounds like tons of heard work and we had great fun! Mel was the crazy shopping Queen who bought TONS of stuff! Lol! No longer me; no longer Aud, Maybe M & Esther has a great chance to compete LOL





Went off to have great hawker food and it was satisfying((: The girls went all over the place with me to get my stuff and I was honestly touched(:

MEL!
If you're blog hopping right before you go off! Please do take care yer? And know that we all love you! And will miss you to bits!!

And as a personal favour to me; PLEASE go crazy in H&M! Hahaha for your sake and mine(: When you tell me stories from your trip!

Have TONS of FUN!


XOXO;