Aw, I hate being 19.

I mean, okay, it's fun, and all, but really,

Growing up = So much more responsibilities and decisions.

And, it's sad to realize that the world; is not really such a pretty place.
As you are more aware, of horrible stuff; that are going on.

Somehow,
I want to be sad now,
I want to, be sad.

But I can't.

Cos' it's just too silly!
And I have no time to be sad.

And I don't know how to explain myself.